In Paradisum

I love helping my friends, coz I never let them feel the same way with me, lonesome in a storm

But I’ve realized that it’s not such an easy thing to do…

It’s very dilemmatic since they interpret my mean in different ways…

at least, different way with my point of view

my point of view that consider me to say what’s inside my mind, in order to help them…

So, what am I supposed to do?

should I keep silent and say nothing, keeping the information they need?

Should I keep silent and say nothing, while I know and see clearly what lies ahead my friend?

Should I keep silent and say nothing, in order not to hurt my friend, while I know something that nobody could see?

Should I say what I know, what I see, what I feel, and take a risk of misinterpretation of my mean?

should I say what I know, what I see, what I feel, and take a risk of being away from my friend?

should I say what I know, what I see, what I feel, and take a risk of hurting my friend’s heart?

huff… it’s dilemmatic…

Well,

time changes everything, but life still goes on, and it has to…

Here comes the time, when I’m forced to take for granted.

Aku harus bisa menerima semua perubahan, karena perubahan itu kodrat…

Dan aku tidak berhak menahannya walaupun itu mungkin…

Tapi sekuat apapun aku menahannya, toh suatu saat itu akan terjadi pula…

After all,

Kebahagiaan yg aku alami bersamanya akan kuingat sebagai kenangan teristimewa.

Karena mungkin, ketika besok aku membuka mata, semuanya telah berlalu…

Ketika itu terjadi, aku tetaplah adiet

Akan tetapi, adiet saat itu adalah adiet yang pernah mencicipi sedikit kebahagiaan,

Kebahagiaan dalam kebersamaan menepis kesendirian

Yah, memang waktu mengubah segalanya,

Thx sahabatku

I’ll let U find your firmament, n I’m supporting U